Painful.. no goodbyes, no parting words, don’t got the chance to even say simple Thank you, and Iloveyou. Its not like that I can see you around, and get that chance to tell those things I can hardly express, show actions I should’ve have done, you’ve been gone, without any words, without any goodbyes, and I know I will never ever see you again.. I will never ever get that chance I missed way long wjen you were here. How can I mend this pain, longingness, emptiness for someone I can never get back. Its too late for everything, I know. And it hardly strucks me, taunts me. Words of affection, appreciation, thoughtfulness escapes me when you were just here around. Afraid to say how much I love you, how much I thanked you for all those words of enlighteness and support. I wish I could have you back to life again my Dear Daddy.